“Dear Jorgan
I am still in awe that 20 years of mess has been cleared up and put in place this easily, a doubting Thomas yet the proof of the pudding is here.
The constant anxiety and fear are gone.
There are every so often a few pangs, but I think that is residual as that was the norm.
I am okay with being alone and on my own and don’t have this irrational need/desire/urge to have someone in my life. I realised it is ok, patience will come. When the time and I am ready and right.”